The freedom

What does the "freedom" mean for everyone? I want to catch the sense, but now I can't. I try to match the concept and the definition But it's so hard because it's out of my field of vision. So how can I understand what does the "freedom" mean? There is no such word in place where I live. And many people there do live without any beam And it's OK for them to live like this, but not OK for me. So my desire is to feel this word. The "freedom". I will read any book and will watch any film To realize how be free, while living in infernal kiln. I'll do my best until this word's forbidden.