I DIED IN NOVEMBER.

I died in November, on autumn leaves Soaking wet in the frigid rainfall I got stuck in white, emotional threads Dreaming of how we walk here alone. North wind rushes through me Blowing out the life burning inside This autumn evening everything ended for me Please, do not blame me in your mind. I do not cry, just looking up sky, Where birds are flying above me Scabs cover my heart as I lie And the rain pours down on me. Autumn sky, autumn feeling, And deep sadness, spreading inside This is reckless with demeaning But I look at the clouds with a smile. Colorful leaves cover my face I am dying in the silence of November Remembering your fox - shaped eyes Do not await me in December!